My dear Spark friend LIS was right! A meltdown helps...and it helps getting all those conflicted emotions out and makes room for more positive ones!
One good thing is that I have gotten stuck in to cleaning and sorting the house out!
I got rid of my baby change table that I was using for storage at my back door (my "baby" is 9 years old! ) and it was sooo good to carry it to the curb and get rid of it. Now my back door area is clear except for a shelf.....it looks better, now to fill holes and paint that area! That is my project this coming week and weekend.
ALSO, I need to paint my son's room, which means packing up countess piles of LEGO, thankfully he is putting it all into boxes and labeling it all himself!
( I think he is scared I will toss some! :-) )
Anyway, it is keeping me busy and in the meanwhile I am working on implementing my PLAN....
I am trying to get back into the habit of tracking and keeping an eye on what I am eating!
Once I show DH that I am doing that, and after my physical on MONDAY my DH is going to get that GYM membership ( 3 month ) for me! O my! I am so excited!
I feel a lot more hopeful and even if I don't lose an ounce...I am aiming to get more active and eat in such a way that is lifestyle and nor swinging between ultra healthy and binges.....I know...it is hard....but I am determined! That being said, I am going to do everything I can to find out what my body's resistance to weight loss is caused by,
Hubby and I had a good chat about things and we both need a change and so we are working to get the house nice enough to sell! We are giving ourselves a year to do it!
I have a busy weekend ahead, lots of cleaning and painting and filling holes and vacumming and I am doing the music at church on Sunday and my MIL is here for the weekend until Monday Evening......
HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND ALL!
Thanks a million times over for your love and support! WE CAN DO THIS - TOGETHER!
This is on a walk we did last weekend!