Thursday, August 08, 2013
Too much is going on and I do not have enough down time to de-stress or exercise. I am worried about my kidney health right now and I cannot even keep up with my tracking or anything else that is on-line. I am finally feeling a bit better, cannot wait to be 100%. I hate being sick ontop of grieving.
There is so much family "drama" from dad's death that is ridiculous! I keep getting bad news one thing after another, and it seems as if I just figure out one thing and another rears its ugly head. All that I can do is to continue to trust my God who has NEVER failed me.
Just an example: yesterday i got a call from my vets office canceling my dog's reservation for the kennel (his vacation) while I take my vacation. I got two new kennels - left a few messages, I have to go check them out - one is $14.00 and the other other is $30.00 - what?! I paid $17.00 at my vets and they recommend the $14.00... just stressful! It took two days to get a return call - grrrr!
I spent the day with my brother today - left the house at 6am and did not get home until 4:30 pm... I am tired! Went to the cemetary today - will share details on another day... Neice from England took OFF and is not doing any of the family stuff that brought her to Michigan - via hospice/red cross due to dad dying. I am just tired! I am not sleeping, I cry way to much and I miss my dad. He was a main part of my life. I am way to busy and blah blah blah!
I will do my best to exercise tomorrow - I am purely exhausted with 4 hours of sleep last night, running all day today and I have a two hour training in 10 mins for my Jewelry Business.
I appreciate the support from all of YOU - I will return -
God Bless you!