Thursday, August 08, 2013
I had a pretty yucky and sad night last night. Just a whole bunch of little things are upsetting me and I get a little stressed out trying to get and keep the house clean for guests. But last night I had a good cry session because we're having a hard time finding a house (even though it's only been a couple months since we've been actively looking), the best tomatoes were picked by my son way too early and broke off the branch, and one of our chickens has a really bad respiratory infection. All around I'm just feeling a little poor right now, and it's absolutely silly I just had to have a good cry about it last night because I know what God has promised me and I just need to be patient.
Besides it's my husband's birthday today!!!
I'm about to get the kids dressed and we're going to pick him up some surprises for when he gets off work. I've even started decorating for the party this weekend.
... I literally just caught my kids, they picked the jalapenos off the plants too... as if they didn't learn from yesterday. Well no more playing outside unless I can be out there with them the whole time. Right now it should have plastic around it, the poles are up but my husband hasn't gotten around to finishing the green house.
I'm just a little angry right now. I'm just really being tested right now in a whole bunch of little things and I'm a little stressed out.
I'm not struggling with food right now at all honestly, I've been really thirsty though.
I'm not having a good day