Everything is out of Control
Thursday, August 08, 2013
So I thought about something this week. From the first of February to the First of May, I lost 25 pounds. From the First of May until the first of August, I've lost 3 pounds. Why? Because I've lost whatever focus and whatever drive I had before. I enjoy eating junky, bad for me food. I hate feeling guilty and I don't like going to the gym. But before May, I enjoyed the gym. I loved the feeling of eating food that is good for me. I don't know what has really changed but I know I'm hungry most of the time. Nothing seems to fill me up and I'm eating a lot more. over the last 3 days, I've ate at least 1000 calories over my 2000 daily every day. That's a whole pound of extra gain! I don't know if it's the change in my work schedule or the monopoly game back at McDonalds. My hubby and I just bought Just Dance 4 to try out. So maybe that will help. I told him tomorrow I want to go to the gym, rain snow sleet or hail. At least on the bright side, I haven't gained all the weight back, but if I want to lose more weight, then focus again I must.