Saturday, August 03, 2013
I have a male friend (burt) that has came back in my life after 26 years (he was my first boyfriend at 16, first everything) He loves to cook. I told him that I was watching my calories and didn't want to go back up to 265. Which he was fine with and even will help me figure the calories up. He had ask me where I was now with my weight and for the first time in my life ,i told a male where i was on the scale and felt very proud to say that i was 265 and now i'm 194.5. I know that since I lost ricky in 2005, I have not got close or even went out with a man. Burt made me realize that I miss being with someone and just having someone their. I don't know where life is going to take me and burt but I know i'm ready to make changes.That after 8 years it time to live my life and be happy again. That I know what ricky's kids and ex wife told me, he is watching over us and he wants us to be happy and I know he does.