I don't know what to think?
Friday, August 02, 2013
This morning I stood on the scale (first time in days) and it said 221.1!!! I had to stand on it twice to believe it!!! I wasn't trying, honestly, I have been too stressed to think about my weight!!! Money issues, kid issues, and husband issues have been making me crazy!!! Money sucks right now, and trying to rob peter to pay paul sucks even more!!! Oh well, I know that is temporary!!!
We had a major blow up at our house regarding my step son this week, my husband actually stood up for me!!! I was shocked. Even though money sucks my hubby bought me 3 new "girlie" shirts, I felt uncomfortable wearing them at first but I like the way I feel wearing them now! That was before I knew I lost. I actually had gained the 4 pounds since my previous weight post, I was feeling despondent about that!!!! But today made me feel even better!!! My step son is trying now, I told him I would try but he also needs to do the work too!! I suppose I understand his conflict too or at least I am trying too!!!
I had a great day on Wednesday with my daughter, we went and took pictures down by the plaza in KCMO. We took great ones.
here we are "photo bombing" each other
Tomorrow, is the day I take her home!!! I am not happy about that at all! But, that is where she lives, those are choices her dad and I made!!! He is a good guy, that doesn't change!!!
I am still just confused as to how I lost weight and I haven't tried, I have eaten things I probably shouldn't have with her! At least she has had an ok vacation. If I had more money we could do more, but I think she likes money, but more than that she loves me and wants to spend time with me!!!
She gave me the best "pinky promise" ever!!! That when she is an adult she will still come to see me!!! YAYYYY almost made me cry... well it even makes me almost makes me cry now!!! Time to wake my sleeping beauty so we can hang out and scrapbook today!!!!
Thanks for listening