Thursday, August 01, 2013
I've had a gym membership for a couple of years now. It's expensive, and I can't really afford it. I'm also about 10-15 pounds heavier than I was when I joined two years ago. Husband never goes. Daughter almost never goes. Heck, even I almost never go. I'm not saying I will give up on working out. I just don't want to keep paying for something I'm not using. I just can't afford to do that. I can rent workout DVDs from Netflix and also do outdoor exercising: hiking, biking, walking, etc. The one thing I will really miss is the pool. When I do go, I absolutely LOVE it. I had been planning to drop Husband and Daughter when the summer was over (they can still go if they want, we just have to pay separately per visit). I'm not 100% convinced I want to give up my membership though. I'm scared if I give it up completely then I really won't ever lose this weight. I feel really disappointed in myself. I started summer vacation coming off of juicing. I wanted to keep doing well all summer and lose about 20 pounds. I've gained about that much. **SIGH** Just don't know what to do. Maybe I could do both. Workout DVDs...outdoor exercise...AND the gym. Maybe. I don't know.