Tuesday, July 30, 2013
I went and bought a gym membership this morning. A 1 year contract. I'm in this for the long haul now even if I don't want to be! I've been really feeling weighed down lately - greasy food, bad habits, laziness. I'm almost 40 years old and this is not how I imagined my life being. Its time for a change. I've said it time and again, but this time I feel differently. I'm not doing it because of anybody else. Just me.
I don't like the way I looked in the gym mirrors. I look like how I feel - heavy. My complexion is sallow, my hair lacks shine, there are bags under my eyes. I am NOT this person! Starting today (well, yesterday actually), that changes! I will need support, but I'm determined.
Now, I've spent 45 minutes on an elliptical machine and eaten a healthy breakfast so it's time to get in the shower and ready for work.