Monday, July 29, 2013
You know what's really sad? I have this bad habit of trying to be what other people want me to be, and act how they want me to act. If someone expects me to be a certain way then I act that way so I don't disappoint anyone, or they won't stop accepting me.
This habit is bad enough, but I've found myself doing it on this page. I'm afraid to post what I want to post, say what I want to say, be who I am, for fear that some of you won't like me. (I hate getting "hate" mail, and believe me, I do get it.) And chances are, some of you won't ( or don't). But that's ok. That's what I've forgotten, that it's ok if not everyone likes you...it's ok if people hate you...because in the end that's THEIR problem not yours. (and not mine, either). I get so caught up in pleasing everyone else, that I forget to be the authentic "me."
Hate me, love me, I'm just me. I can't be anyone else.