Thursday, July 25, 2013
So yesterday my sister snapped a picture of me at the zoo. I looked so big. I don't have a full length mirror at home ( that needs to change pronto) so I got a big reality check on my weight status. It wasn't pretty.
I look so big. There just aren't words to describe how I feel at this point. I have recommitted, restarted, tried again, came back...to spark many times. Sigh, I am going to do it again. I can only hope this time I can truly stick to the program.
Basically I am cutting out the crap and eating real foods. I am truly going to try to count my calories because in the past that has worked for me but somewhere down the road I get lazy. Hopefully I can eventually just know how much food my body can handle and won't need to count them but for now that's what I need to do.
I am starting fresh. I hope that I can be inspired and serve as inspiration to many of us who are starting fresh, recommitting, and trying again.