ain't this depressin'?
Thursday, July 25, 2013
up 22 lbs in 4.5 months. Sure the last two are probably sodium pounds, but...dagnabit, I've no drive to slow this runaway weight train. I'm severely loathing myself, even in the middle of what has otherwise been a fun week and change (did a concert weekend this past weekend, three shows in the Milwaukee and Madison area, and hung out at the Dane County Fair, where an Alpaca tried to make out with me. I got a picture where, if you were so inclined, you could interpret it as if I were punching the darn thing (although, you'd have to stretch that point quite far). The sad part is that I look like a huge fat beastly thing in that pic, belly straining a t-shirt that used to fit quite comfortably.
anyway. being a bum. wrong direction. cognizant of it and not able to change it. worst part. (bleep)
Might have to bother you folks again with woes, maybe that'll change stuff up.