Wednesday, July 24, 2013
Once again I am at this blog with really lots on my mind but little to say. Finances, weight, healthy, home, hearth, that sort fo deal. Lots of changes that I want to implement, that need doing, and some of which I am afraid of going through. Life changes - no matter whether they are self-imposed or imposed on you - are scary things to deal with, and I am dealing with them, and really have been dealing with them since my son was born, and then twice over when I lost my job. The savings that I had unwittingly accumulated have dried up, we are completely dependent on my unemployment, and things are getting scary. I have new potential jobs lined up that while it is a good thing are scary in their own right. I looked down at my stomach this morning and saw stretchmarks that had faded away months ago suddenly reappearing and now I am back here again to start my journey over again. This is scary.