Look IN myself and not AT is HARD!
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
Not sure if I loved this article or hated it. I am VERY motivated to loose weight, I just don't have the willpower... is what goes through my head about 1 zillion times a day. (Yes, I "think" about loosing weight about 20 hours of my day.)
Maybe I am simply not even motivated, I am just "thinking" I am and the truth is I only "wish" I could loose weight... But, if that is my real truth if I look in my heart of hearts... do I REALLY want to loose the weight, or am I just saying I do as an excuse to let others who look at me as heavy that I am "trying", but the truth may be that I really don't care...
But then I think I do care, otherwise I would not think about it THIS MUCH, right?? ARGH! I do NOT like this article. It made me think.