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Look IN myself and not AT is HARD!

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Not sure if I loved this article or hated it. I am VERY motivated to loose weight, I just don't have the willpower... is what goes through my head about 1 zillion times a day. (Yes, I "think" about loosing weight about 20 hours of my day.)

Maybe I am simply not even motivated, I am just "thinking" I am and the truth is I only "wish" I could loose weight... But, if that is my real truth if I look in my heart of hearts... do I REALLY want to loose the weight, or am I just saying I do as an excuse to let others who look at me as heavy that I am "trying", but the truth may be that I really don't care...

But then I think I do care, otherwise I would not think about it THIS MUCH, right?? ARGH! I do NOT like this article. It made me think.


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JANIEWWJD 6/20/2014 12:02AM


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CAPECODBABE 7/25/2013 9:02AM

    Thanks for sharing.

My motivation AND will power usually leaves everyday about 7PM

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CAROL_31649731 7/25/2013 12:18AM

    You made me think, too . . . darn it!!! (and thank you!!!). I'm with you on the whole love/hate issue. But seriously, thanks for sharing the article. One day at a time, I guess. Good luck!!

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AUTUMNHOPE 7/24/2013 7:23PM

    Not too many people feel good when they're overweight . I 'd say you DO want to lose weight if you think about it 20 hours a day , like me. You probably stare at other women who are pretty & wish you looked like them, or are resentful, or wonder how they do it.

I'd say you probably really like eating , like me. I've been doing this since Feb. & have lost 11 pounds . That is a loss, but I work out well. If it wasn't for my binges I could've easily been in the 180's by now, but I have to learn how to cope with life without using food to comfort me, please me , because in the end I CRINGE at my pictures & think about losing weight all the time , too.

I think it's great you blogged about it. Good luck on your journey emoticon

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