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Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Hi! SO, it's been... a really... really long time.
YUP.

Well. I've had some relationship drama, then finding out I had to move drama, then hurting my back drama, then moving drama, then some more relationship drama.
Also, I haven't worked out or tracked eating in... months.

Put all that together and I haven't been motivated whatsoever to show my face 'round these parts.
Which is SAD!!

I hope you all have been well.

Yesterday I put on my bathing suit and swam at the rec center for the first time in months. I honestly had the very serious conviction that I wasn't going to be able to fit into the thing. I was able to, which shows me that, even though I know I've gained some weight, and I dont like the way my body is distributed now as much, there is part of me that is crazy in there, thinking that I'd be too big for the suit.

A girl I know wants to start swimming with me Tues/Thurs. We'll see how that goes, but, obviously, structure and a routine is WHAT I NEED for success, and have been utterly lacking.

It feels really good to have taken at least a first step...

So, that's a super brief update, but, at least I'm still alive, right? :)
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  • v AMANDALEE1107
    Welcome back! I've been just lurking mostly myself! haha
    1100 days ago
  • v BRANDNEWBUFFY
    So glad to here you are still alive :) Hope all the drama settles down and you can get back at it! Glad you checked in
    1100 days ago
  • v FITGIRL15
    SO good to hear from you!!!! We missed you LOTS, Hun!!!

    Sorry to hear about your multiple dramas in your relationship! emoticon I hope you are ok now!!!
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    Yay for swimming partners! Routine is KEY for me too... hang in there, it's so easy to stop, but a little harder to get back up! BUT SO WORTH IT!!!
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    1101 days ago
  • v PARASELENIC
    Yay! I am so glad to hear from you, and that you are okay, despite the drama laden life you've had of late.

    I hope that drama has sorted itself and that you are liking your new place (I assume from the moving drama thing?)

    A swimming buddy is a great idea!

    I'm glad that you are back, take your time, catch us up when you can...
    1101 days ago
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