Hi! SO, it's been... a really... really long time.
Well. I've had some relationship drama, then finding out I had to move drama, then hurting my back drama, then moving drama, then some more relationship drama.
Also, I haven't worked out or tracked eating in... months.
Put all that together and I haven't been motivated whatsoever to show my face 'round these parts.
Which is SAD!!
I hope you all have been well.
Yesterday I put on my bathing suit and swam at the rec center for the first time in months. I honestly had the very serious conviction that I wasn't going to be able to fit into the thing. I was able to, which shows me that, even though I know I've gained some weight, and I dont like the way my body is distributed now as much, there is part of me that is crazy in there, thinking that I'd be too big for the suit.
A girl I know wants to start swimming with me Tues/Thurs. We'll see how that goes, but, obviously, structure and a routine is WHAT I NEED for success, and have been utterly lacking.
It feels really good to have taken at least a first step...
So, that's a super brief update, but, at least I'm still alive, right? :)