Wednesday, July 24, 2013
This is an apology note. I want to say sorry for how badly I have treated you. For the episodes of anorexia and bulimia, for the overeating and the undereating, for the eating of junk food and drinking of far too many cocktails and glasses of wine. I'm sorry for sitting in front of the PC instead of getting up and moving around. I'm sorry for hurting you.
This is also a thank you note. Thank you for continuing to be there for me. Thank you for keeping working well and being healthy. Thank you for not shutting down, despite the way I have treated you. Thank you also for not being hugely fat, simply a bit out of shape.
I promise I am going to treat you better. I may slip up on the way, but I am trying - you have already noticed, I know you have because you have lost a couple of kilos and feel more energetic. I don't want to fight anymore body, so lets work together.