Tuesday, July 23, 2013
So next week is a big week. I’m having a breathing test on Monday…..an appt with the surgeon on Tuesday…and an appt. with a pulmonologist on Wednesday. Yikes.
My mind is so full of different emotions….fear….excitement …nervousness….did I mention fear? I just want to get the show on the road. Now that I have made a decision…I just want to run with it….and there are soooo many steps yet to take. And I have no idea what half of them are. (And the fact that my deductible is paid for the year is also incentive!)
But I know that I am all in! Whatever it takes to make this work….I will do. I can’t stand all the pain I’m in. And I know if I drop 20 lbs. a lot of the problems go away. Imagine what happens after 100 lbs!
I am determined to look at this positively! I will not whine when all I can eat is unsweetened Apple sauce!!! Hee hee! (You might have to remind me of this!) I’m just glad I have all of you! You are the best support ever!
Thanks for that!