Sunday, July 21, 2013
Well cakes, cookies, pastries, candies and chocolates, it's been very long that we've been together. Always there to comfort me when I'm sad or depressed even when I'm happy. I've had no particular reason or situation because of which I started this emotional journey with you but it became such an important one that I always found comfort in you, whether I was sad because I messed up my school exam or had a fight with a friend or got told off by my parents or lost my loved ones or had an argument with my hubby or just TOM or was happy for getting married or being pregnant or having my son. The list goes on and on but now I've had it. For too long I've depended on you it's time to change for good.
The last 4 weeks I've put you aside and have managed to have you only occasionally and in very small quantities. It does get hard because its a deep relationship and nowadays I'm feeling the urge and need to turn back to you! But I've made up my mind, no more will I be manipulated by you and your sweetness. I've lost my body because of you and it's time I got it back for me and my family especially my son. I don't want to feel sorry for myself anymore and to regret the day my son says to me mum your always tired and never play with me! No I can't deprive him of his mum and my hubby of his wife. From now on you'll be an occasional treat and I'll find other ways to celebrate when I'm happy or feel better when I'm depressed and sad. I'll conquer my cravings once and for all and defeat my high dependency on you!!!