Friday, July 19, 2013
I want results! I want to look different already! I want people to notice what I've been working so hard to do these past couple months!! Waaaah. I know it takes time, I've lost almost 20% of what I want to lose so it's really not that noticeable yet. But, 15 pounds isn't nothing! I can hardly even notice from my clothes, since they'd gotten so tight anyway.
I know that's vain. I know I'm doing this for more than vanity, but I really am looking forward to people noticing. Ah well. In the meantime, I'm noticing that I'm getting stronger. I'm really noticing when I don't eat well, and feel like crap, that crap food is CRAP!! I'm noticing that I feel best when I can get down a gallon of water per day. I'm noticing the scale go down pretty consistently, anyway. I notice an improvement in my attitude most of the time, which gives me a better outlook on my life in general. I notice when I go to bed at night, I'm happy with what I've done over the course of the day.
With all that, I guess I can enjoy my progress so far, and whenever somebody happens to notice I've changed, that'll be cool too. 2 months in and 15 pounds down is a pretty good start!
Edited to add: Eureka! This is where I get discouraged, thinking I still have so far yet to go.