Friday, July 19, 2013
It's hot! Everyone knows that but yesterday it was 107 outside and over 80 in the house with the air running full blast. I'm like a furnace anyway so to say I was uncomfortable is such an understatement!
We decided to go to the grocery store just to see if we could cool off there. The van was ok with it blowing on us but the store itself wasn't any better than home. OK, so this set the stage for eating. Most people can't eat in the heat but not me, I crave more.
My first mistake was being nosy, wanting to see what the stock boy was marking down. Well, remember those donuts. He had boxes of 6 in a box marked . 29 ! So for .87, I got the last 3 boxes!! I just can't pass up a bargain! There were more bargains too, like the hot dog rolls for .17 a package. So we'll be having hot dogs too.
When I got home, still hot, drooling for donuts, I started on them and hubby and I didn't stop till they were gone! Here I thought the donut craving was over only to have it rear it's head. I feel like this is my confessional! I'm getting tired of fighting, my whole life has been a battle to be slim. Maybe I'm just not meant to be that way! Maybe I should find happiness right where I am! I'm sure I would be happy just accepting this is how things are. NO!! I won't give up! I'll keep trying knowing my world will always have sweets in it and ill eat them but I'll also keep exercising and watching. I won't forget what I learned but I'm going to live too, ;)