Wednesday, July 17, 2013
So, I've seem to do nothing but gain weight. To make things worse my son is now being made fun of for MY weight. I hate that. He doesn't deserve hassle for something I am struggling with.
Now, I have quit Pepsi again. I figure this is the root of my bad behavior. It's my 'gateway drug' to all the other bad things I put in my body. I do mean strictly food...or things the FDA tries to pass as food. Today is my first full day off the Pepsi. I miss it. It keeps me awake. I'm so tired. What I hope is to relearn that water is what helps fuel my body. '
I'm tired of starting over and over and over. It's enough. This is so hard. So hard. I truly do applaud those of you who have had the gumption to stick with it. You are an inspiration to me and others like me.