Tuesday, July 16, 2013
I have been having a relatively good day today, food-wise. Other than consuming more fat than I would like to have (I tried a new recipe - turns out it is good, but not good for you) - but still remaining within my allotted amount - my day has gone really well.
I even managed to go to the grocery store without splurging on treats or junk food (yay, me!).... however, I am now fighting the biggest urge to eat my emotions after hearing some disappointing news - the guy I've been liking for the past couple months just officially told people that he is "in a relationship." My immediate response? "If only you weren't so fat, maybe he'd like you" and of course, "Well, she's probably really skinny and beautiful." I really want to stuff my face right now... I haven't made enough of a progress (weight-loss or confidence-building wise) to NOT let this disappointment bring me down. I know he is "just a guy," but when you are as shy as I am, they don't come around very often. I'm feeling blue.