Tuesday, July 16, 2013
Right now I'm trying to decide if there's even going to be a wedding. Don't worry, my fiancÚ and I are fine. We're great. It's family drama that's ruining everything. My mom and uncle are fighting and so are my brothers with him. Not to mention, my fiance's family hates mine. So if I go through with the wedding, there's going to be fighting and drama. If I decide to scrap the wedding because I don't want what's supposed to be the happiest day of my life ruined by everybody fighting, then it's just going to drive a wedge in even further between everybody and create more drama that way. So, I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't. I don't know what to do at this point. But I am so sick of it. I love my mom and uncle to death. I really do. But they have never grown up. Neither of them understand that there is more to the world than just them and their problems and that their words and actions affect way more than just them. It affects absolutely everybody. And I'm stuck in the middle of their s***. The best day of my life is being absolutely obliterated at this point. I don't know what to do.