Not enjoying the lemonade
Monday, July 15, 2013
You know the saying "when life gives you lemons, make lemonade." Usually I enjoy lemonade, but not today.
Now the drink is bittersweet. My sister passed away three days ago. Kinda took the breath right out of me. She'd had a very short term illness, it was swift and sudden, and I'm really pissed she left. Yet very grateful she wasn't trapped inside a body that no longer functioned.
My heart is broken, but what do you do. Must keep moving forward. Did a yoga class tonight. At the end there was a visualization to sense every part of your body. There was no energy in my feet. I didn't want to walk my path, didn't want to take any more steps. That was interesting to notice.
My sister was love. That's what everyone says when they find out she passed. She was love. Rarely a negative word to ever say about anyone. A fine example to live by. She is everywhere love now. Once I get past my sadness, I'll feel that.
Everyone's path is so unique, so different, yet the same. In the end, the same.
God bless us everyone.