Sunday, July 14, 2013
So tomorrow is my weigh in, kind of a bitter sweet thing. Last weigh in I was upset to see that I had only lost .6 pounds. However I have seen a lot of new muscle tone in my body and it does even seem like my body is getting smaller. I think I have scale fear syndrome or something. Almost like my success can only be measured on the scale. But you know that is fine. Because I know that I can do it. Even if I end up with a six pack and don't lost another pound for the rest of my life! Weight is just a number, as long as I keep reminding myself of that I should be ok.
On a different note, I have an awesome little pen pal buddy that I love talking to. I see this as the beginning of a beautiful friendship. At least I hope so. I feel a change in the air though. I'm not sure if it will be positive or negative. But I feel it coming. So fingers crossed that it is positive. Maybe I lost 5 pounds huh? Lol