Saturday, July 13, 2013
So lately i have pretty much not been on a diet or exercise plan at all. And to be honest i have felt like crap because of it. I have lacked motivation and just been down right lazy. But last night i had this crazy dream that has pretty much lead me to this like epiphany. My dream was about this really good looking and in shape guy who goes to my church and is around the same age as me. Now i have noticed how good looking and how single this guy is before. But to be honest i've never like had a crush on him or anything because he is so far out of my league it's laughable really. But yet out of nowhere i had a dream that he asked me to marry him. just like that and in my dream i was sooo happy. And when i woke up it made me realize that if i don't lose weight and get my life back on track spiritually, i'm never going to find someone who wants to marry me. Im not saying overweight people can't fall in love. I'm saying i'll never find someone who i would not feel self conscious around if i don't lose the weight. It would be nice if it was this guy in my dream, i mean he is THE most eligible bachelor at church, but like i said there's no point in me even having a crush on this guy. Any day now one of these single girls are going to come in and snatch him right up. But I am going to use that dream as motivation. I've never been in love and i think it's a good goal to have. At 23 i've had a ton of crushes, been on very few dates and can count the number of guys i've kissed on one hand. If there was ever a better time to get in shape, it's definitely now.