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Most Common Excuse!

Saturday, July 13, 2013

For some reason, especially when on the down swing of my bipolar, I just give into my feelings that what I do doesn't mater. Everyone around me doesn't care. I shouldn't bother them about me trying to lose weight. They'll just think I'm trying to get some kind of attention. No one Cares about me.

I know I shouldn't think this way, and I hardly have a lot of people around me, but for some reason I can't stop it. Maybe some of it has do with the fact all my walking buddys wind up being flacks and quitting after a couple of weeks. I never can get anyone who is serious about working out. My fiance made it clear 3 years ago, when I started trying to lose the weight, he wasn't going to be my workout buddy.

Having no workout buddy also means having no one else to keep me countable. If I had a bad day and give in to my feelings/temptations I have no one to really call or chat with about the problem in that very moment.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
TRACYZABELLE 7/15/2013 4:18AM

    Keep on keeping on!! it is all we can do!

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AUNTB63 7/14/2013 9:03AM

    You can always "vent" here.....or Sparkmail me. I'm on/off computer 3-4 times a day. You are never really alone. Keep pushing forward....ONE day at a time :)

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LOSER05 7/13/2013 1:20PM


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ICEANGEL0531 7/13/2013 12:42PM

    You need to count on you, because you can. You make yourself accountable to you. This journey is all about you.You can do it!! Believe in you!!

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