Saturday, July 13, 2013
I normally try not to let things get me upset or get me down but last night was my tipping point. I just discovered after talking with my sister I am not invited to my nieces wedding. It came as a complete shock to me. After all my parents are invited and my brother is officiating the service. When I heard about the wedding my mom kept asking me if I had received my invitation yet. I thought because I moved mine was late in coming.
When I called my sister to find out if my invitation was missing or was I just not invited the truth came out. She said it was numbers thing and that is why I was not invited. I can accept her not inviting me because of numbers. What hurts is that fact she did not tell me herself. Meanwhile I had been thinking all long everything was fine and the whole family would be attending the wedding.
I got off the phone and I was angry and very hurt. I took my sleeping pills which I have to take every night. I was trying to send emails and I was trying to delete family members off facebook once my meds kicked in. None of it worked I could not focus enough to carry through. I think, did end up sending a general post to all my friends of facebook that I did not want to do. oops
Now that is morning, I am still very hurt over how my sister did not handle the situation and I sent her an email to tell her that. I am resisting the urge to call my Dad and tell him I am not going because my parents think I am attending. My sister can tell them because if I do it will look like I am whining to our Dad.