Saturday, July 13, 2013
And I was feeling pretty darn good..... my kidney labs are somewhat worse.
I wrote to the nephrologist and he says the numbers are consistent with my chronic kidney disease. I have written to the renal dietician and told her everything I eat and take and am asking if there is anything I am doing wrong, I hope so that I can change it cause otherwise it just means my kidneys are getting worse and that makes me afraid and sad too.
Cause I am trying soooooooo hard to do the right thing, exercise, lose weight, get support all of it.
I have fallen in love with SparkPeople and some of the generous and kind folks on here, and I go to in person meetings for support to and that helps alot, I am going to a workshop in the afternoon tomorrow and will connect there also.
Course I will begin my day at the gym in the pool and get in at least 90 minutes of continuous exercise. I will keep doing all I can to battle this, I am a warrior. One with a little tear tonight.