Friday, July 12, 2013
Having a few issues, you could say. The crap just keeps piling on. It's not enough to lose my son, he left loose ends every where, I probably have a granddaughter I've never met, finances are awful. Everyone seems to want something from him. And today we found out his life insurance lapsed and is not in effect any longer. I miss him so damn much. I'm doing my best, and my best just doesn't seem to be good enough.
I edited this post, I probably shared "too much" the first time.
Bottom line is I miss my son so much. I would do anything to have him back - unfortunately this is my reality now.