What was I thinking!!
Friday, July 12, 2013
My new top came. What was I thinking!! It's awful, I mean it looks great on the hanger but on me it looks awful! All my rolls of fat are exposed by the cut of this leaving nothing to the imagination. You would think making something in this size, they would be kinder and use more material. It would cost more to return this then it's worth so I'll push it to the back of the closet for now. I'm so disappointed, :(
Yesterday I had a donut day. I knew it was coming and I let it happen. The donut craving had been building and a sale on them at 2/$1. Blasted n my face. They were not as good as I remembered them. I couldn't get my favorite triple chocolate ones so I settled for glazed cake ones and found them unsatisifing. How I wish I went somewhere else, paid the higher price and got exactly what I wanted. I wish I didn't let money rule sometimes but $9 a dozen ( more if you buy less than the dozen), I just can't swallow them and enjoy them. It's my upbringing and hard to change.
So instead of having real food, I had a donut for breakfast, 2 for lunch and 2 for supper. I finished my day with ice cream for a snack and needless to say not only do I regret it today but I don't feel great either. So putting it behind me, today will be a better day. The donuts are gone so no more temptations. I think of everything, donuts rank right up there as my favorites. I know I can't stop at one so I rarely have them but then I have a donut day and I'm good for at least 6 months before the craving comes back. Ok, so I gained 1 lb but its not 3 and working had, I'll take it back off quickly.