Friday, July 12, 2013
I just realized that I need to forego my Saturday yoga class & workout to go to the State Library and look up material for my class project. The DP will not be happy. He's already expressed frustration with my taking classes, not just in the summer but during the regular semester too.
I put a lot of nervous energy into my grades. I feel a sense of responsibility not only to myself, but also to the professors. I worry about disappointing them by turning in something of a lower standard than they expect from me based on my prior work. I also worry about disappointing MYSELF by not getting a grade of which I am proud. I'm in a field in which I do not have an undergrad background, which is starting to make me feel like I'm not the brightest crayon in the box.
Remind me why I did this?