Thursday, July 11, 2013
I am so hurt by the way my best friend has changed the past few months. She has gotten herself into a life of sin that is unacceptable to me and to God. I cannot judge her because I too am a sinner but I am a sinner saved by grace and she is suppose to be. She no longer comes to church regularly. She no longer has time for me and I am sure it is because she knows I do not approve of her lifestyle. We have always helped each other if we needed money and it has never been a problem before because I was usually the one borrowing from her but I ALWAYS paid her back. I went to a check cashing place a couple of months ago to get money for her and she has been giving the money each month to rewrite it because she can't afford to pay it in full yet. I am still waiting on her to pay me the fee for this month. I went yesterday and rewrote the check because she did not have the decency to make time to meet me to bring me the money. She was suppose to bring me the money last night on her way to work and she never showed up. I have text her twice today and she still has not shown up and I am really getting mad because I told her I needed that money to help buy groceries. She has time for her other friend but she can't find 15 min to run by my house to pay me. I have learned my lesson. When she pays this one off I will not do this for her again because she can no longer be trusted like she once could.