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Final Update

Thursday, July 11, 2013

So the nurse at the doctor's office just called me. Test came back negative. So, at this point, I give up. I have way too many physical and emotional problems to be a mom. I don't know why I bother hoping for anything. I never get anything that's important to me. So, that's what's up. Thanks for all your guys' advice. I'm going to suffer through another 4 1/2 hours of my job from hell and then I'm going to go home and completely fall apart. Take care, all.
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    Lots of positive energy and thoughts being sent your way. Blessings and warm hugs.
    1712 days ago
  • LINDA!
    I don't know the answer but I am sending positive thoughts. emoticon

    1712 days ago
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  • HOLLYM48
    Sorry to hear you did not get the news you were hoping for. emoticon
    I hope you can get some answers as to why you are having the symptoms that you are having and that tomorrow is a better day.
    1712 days ago
    Well if it's not pregnancy, then I think you need to visit the doctor again given your symptoms. I'm sorry to hear that the news was not the positive news you were expecting.

    Just take care of yourself and remember that you will be a mom one day. I'm sure you will be a great mother because you will truly want a child. Everyone has their own emotional and physical issues. Don't let that stop you.

    Please try and remember that until that day, there are so many positive things going on in your life that go along with the negatives. Your wonderful fiance, your upcoming wedding. These are all positive things that are happening in your life! It is so easy when we are upset to only see the negatives but take a moment and remember the positives too. Sure things could be better, but there are lots of things to feel happy about as well.
    1712 days ago
    I have not been following your blogs up to now, so no idea of what is happening, but your post is heart breaking, perhaps because falling apart is what I do and all I know, so it resonated with me.

    Whatever it is, sending you out a virtual hug.

    Vickie xx
    1712 days ago
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