Thursday, July 11, 2013
is the fear of failure and unfortunately I suffer from it. This irrational fear keeps me from believing in myself. Due to not knowing that I suffered from this debilitating phobia I have lost years of doing what I want to doing what I need to do to get by. Instead of realizing that I am a very intelligent woman, I though that I was incapable of going to school and making something of myself (dare I even say a nurse or a Registered Dietitian.) As a parent I felt horrible because I had to spent long hours away from my children to make barely enough money to pay bills much less buy clothes or diapers or toys....
I'm done with this word and this irrational fear. I am intelligent. (Heck I hold a full time job and I'm currently in school to (praying) become a nurse...and eventually a Dietitian.) Times are hard but my kids are gaining the knowledge about the real world and what happens when you have to set goals and budgets. This is not a bad thing it's a life skill.
Day 2 is going down and I'm on to Day 3.