Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Dearest Spark Friends,
This has been a crazy week for me seeing I have these three people living in my body at the same time...lol...funny, not so funny.
Like the old movie starring Joanne Woodward "The Three Faces of Eve" I watched the part of me with all this good info from spark and gathered through my life guide me through the diet do's and don't.
The attentive one of me followed through, shopping, preparing and attempting to be 100% spot on.
The rebellious one of me argued, debated, made excuses, upset the other two of me when confronted with a crisis this past week proceeded to play the old tapes inside of me and I beguiled and succumbed to eating some carbs when I should have had none.
I reinstate my resolve this week to attempt to destroy or at least put into a cage the rebellious side of me who is driving me to INSANITY. That is doing the same thing and expecting different results. So here I go again fighting my own demon and hoping someday that rebellious little child in me realizes she is killing herself.
Will keep you posted.
Love and Support to all of my Spark Family