Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Wednesday - I contemplated NOT getting on the scale this morning, but it is so much a part of my routine...and I needed to know that my weight had not gone up anymore! I'm not sure how I would have reacted if my weight was up - probably the same as always - with disgust and remorse and self-loathing.
I was surprised, but pleased, that several people responded to what I wrote as a personal "memo" to myself. I sincerely appreciate the time that people give to others, especially when I'm on the receiving end!
My Wednesday has begun on a new attitude. I'm not sure what the entire day will be like, but I'm taking things one day at a time. I have very good intentions - but I can feel myself allowing Linda too much latitude...not feeling as totally committed as I think I should feel. I WANT that feeling of committment - not sure how to find it in myself.