Tuesday, July 09, 2013
Enough already. I lost 102.5 lbs in 13 months last year (August 11-Sept.12). October came with Halloween candy (I can have a few. I've been doing so well...) then Thanksgiving and Christmas (See's is okay. It's the holidays. I'll get back to the routine after Christmas.) I never got back to the routine and gained back 60 lbs. All that work, wasted & feeling awful. None of the clothes fit anymore and I swore I'd never shop in the Women's section again. Enough. Time passes. What do I want to be when Ev comes? I want to make the return to feeling comfortable in my own skin, and loving to exercise and eat right 'cause it makes me feel good. I will be moving out of the house I grew up in. I want to move out , healthy and ready to start new. Please God. You gave me the mind set to lose before. Please help me lose this weight again and not gain it back.