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    JAYDEE1211   30,040
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Working towards a goal

Tuesday, July 09, 2013

One of my goals for a long while is to participate in a charity run. So I have been planning... The kids know that I expect them to run with me in next year's Mothers' day classic. I was waiting until I lost 23kgs and hit double figures before I started the training, however, I decided that I couldn't wait out my weight plateaus any longer.
My daughter and I started the C25K program a couple of weeks ago and we are still working on week 2. I have experienced sooooooo much muscle fatigue that we are taking it very slowly.
I am not an athlete and my jogging pace is easily overtaken by fast walkers. In the past, I would have been embarrassed to be seen shuffling along the path but now I am proud of myself. I am 42 years old and obese but I am giving it ago.
We seem to be ruled by fear and shame. We pre-empt the judgments of others and use these to make excuses for not participating in the life we want. I know the shift in my life came when I realized that I need to accept the present without exceptions or change. This means that I accept myself as a shuffling, red faced, rounded woman right here, right now. I do look to the future but take it as part of my life's journey rather than a pipe dream.

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DALMOM2007 7/21/2013 8:31AM

    Great blog! emoticon emoticon

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WENDYJM4 7/10/2013 6:15AM

    that is wonderful, you should be proud of yourself. emoticon m emoticon m

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QUOOTIE 7/10/2013 12:35AM

    This is so wonderful. I want to do the couch to 5 km too. I am thinking of back roads where no one can see me. Lol

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CHERIJ16 7/9/2013 10:03AM

    Good for you! emoticon

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IRISHHOLLY85 7/9/2013 8:13AM

    Im proud of you, I am always the rounded red faced speed walker. And soon you will be passing up people. Please dont give up your dream

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