Tuesday, July 09, 2013
Feeling like I'm in a funk...blah...with all the wedding preparation...I'm feeling blah!
Reminded by another blog...that maybe I'm in a season where God is molding and shaping me...a season where I know He's here with me but not always feeling it or seeing HIm at work.
Daughter is strongly disliking her new job. She changed from teaching to audiology.
Daughter's wedding is 4 weeks away...and it seems like we aren't getting much accomplished....as far as home improvments. Hubby has taken on the bulk of the wedding preparations and I felt left out last night...and yet I don't want to be doing what he's doing and I don't have the time or desire. He is the detailed person. He will fret and stew over each thing until it drives me crazy...so it is good I am out of the loop. He wants to make it as perfect as possible for his little girl. He spends hours over fine tuning pictures making sure the pictures are just right...we are putting pictures of the bride and groom on each table...for that age...like 2 years old on table 2. They are really neat but I don't have the patience to tweek them like he is...I need to remember we are tag teaming it...things I am good at I am doing and he isn't good at.
Really struggling with work too! Feel like life is whizzing by and I'm stuck. Change is hard when you are the only one getting a paycheck. I often feel change is better than shriveling up where I am. Then I try to remember to try and bloom where God has planted me...changae my attitude. There are worse places to work....and the battle goes on.
Complain! Complain! Need to focus on the blessings in my life. God takes care of me...I have "more than enough" to meet my daily needs. I want God to mold and shape me and make me into what He designed me to be. The process just hurts sometimes.
Off to jumpstart my day with a good attitude and exercise!