Monday, July 08, 2013
Man I feel like I have been M.I.A. lately. Life has certainly been crazy. So much going on. I hope it all gets back to normal soon. I suppose it will once we have moved, unpacked, and cleaned the place we are moving from1
There is also so much I have been dealing with. #1 Jordanís separation anxiety. In order for him or I to get any sleep he has been in my bed. Now I donít mind that except that I miss my time to get stuff done when he goes to bed. I hope to start fresh at the new place and get him on a strict schedule once everything is organized. I am having the county come help me with his anxiety and separation issues next Monday. its called a Birth to 3 program they do. I hope it helps. I also have a friend on FB who does cranial therapy on babies. Suppose to help them sleep. I might look into that too.
Tyler just got back from his moms on Saturday. Boy did we all miss him. So glad that he is back. Things are starting to get back to normal now that he is home. His last week of baseball is this week with a tournament on Saturday. I hope the weather is nice for that.
Dh and I have been bickering like crazy. I think its just the mound of stress we have going on. Neither one of us can seem to make the other happy right now and that is really getting to me. He was home all last week and normally he is gone at night to work. that completely threw off my schedule. In case you hadnít noticed I hate when my routine changes. This summer has been insane.
So in the midst of all this going on and trying to pack and weekend events I have lost my track in this weight loss battle. I stopped with my trainer to save money and since then I have had no motivation to anything more than a short walk on lunch. I just want the motivation back. I miss that push I had with my trainer. I think in August I will do her $20/mth work out club. Thatís 1 work out a month instead of 4 new ones. I can afford that. I just need to get back on track. Im glad Ty is home now and he can play with Jordan for 10 minues so I can do some form of work out!
Well thanks for the vent!!!!