Today I will become more AWARE of my myself.
Monday, July 08, 2013
Boy where do I start at I really need to become aware of my whole life, I know not working it hard on me I get lazy and just stay home because I like to be home but when I am home I am not as likely to get up and do anything. So going somewhere is really what I need to do. Today I will leave at 3 o clock when my husband goes to work and I will go and visit a good friend of my in her retirement home. I will take her more bottled water and dry nuts for her to feed to the squirrels her daughter has had cancer and has been out of town. Then after that I will see if my daughters son has soccer practice maybe I will go watch and then take them to go eat. My daughter is going to have her tonsels out on this Thursday I guess I am scare because of everyone who has told me that people who are older can have problems with this surgery. My spell check is on strike it is not working, so I hope that everyone who reads my blog with know what I am talking about. My daughter is 34 years old. Another problem I am having is my husband of almost 10 years has always been a big drinker but now he can go thru a 3 18 packs in a weekend and I am afraid and mad about it. Which I know I can't say anything because that hasn't worked but I do tell him how much I Love Him and want him around for a long time. He has been drinking since he was young and so I know I can't change him which I just want him aware of his problem. I pray and I will love him for ever he is my best friend and my lover and my soul mate and if something happens to him I am very blessed that I have this time with him, he is truly a wonderful man and he is funny and two years ago my daughters husband at the time left her high and dry without a penny and 3 children at the summer time and after many yard sales and nice friends who help her she was able to get a job as a 6th grade teacher and make a better life for herself and her children this year after knowing a man for 6 months they went to Las Vegas for spring break and they got married he is the nicest man and she has never been so happy before in her life, now they have 5 children and they are always smiling it was a way that
God helped not to worry about her like I had for a year. not saying now that she is going to have surgery I am worried again in a different way. Life sure is funny 2 years ago when I started to loss weight I got off all 12 different meds I was taken today I feel better and not so much crazy as before when on all the meds. my blood pressure is running around 125/69/59 which is very good. Today I am going to become more AWARE of myself and my world around me thanks for listening and my God bless everyone today.