Monday, July 08, 2013
It has been almost a year since the last time I logged on to Spark People. I can't even explain why I stopped. I loved all of the friends I made here, I loved the plan, I loved the success, and I loved the support.
I went from being completely motivated, positive and happy to....well...to nothing really. I just stopped. I know I had a good case of the blues for a little while, but I can't even attribute my absence to that. It was quite literally like the click of a switch, one day it just got turned off.
I'm still searching for the switch so that I can turn it back on. So far I haven't been able to find it. I am hoping that by coming back here I will be able to find it...or maybe find a new switch.
I have decided to start from the beginning. Don't get me wrong, I won't forget all that came before this point, both the successes and losses. But I really need to clean the slate and start from square one. With a clean slate I can set aside all the clutter from before and maybe I'll be able to see my way forward once again.
So, with a little push, a little help and a little support I think I'm ready to start over...again.