Sunday, July 07, 2013
I have not been here in years...literally. Life has gotten so much more complicated and wonderful. My weight has gotten so much worse! I obviously lacked commitment when I was here last!
Since 2010 I have graduated with my bachelors, completed my very first year as a teacher, completed one year of grad school, adopted a 3rd dog, adopted two guinea pigs, and gained a ton of weight!
Most of those things are fabulous. The weight gain is awful. I mustered up the courage to step on the scale tonight. I've gained significant weight since the last time I was here.
So, what's the plan? Smaller portions, walking twice a day, and shedding these awful pounds.
You'd think seeing all that weight gain on the scale tonight would light a fire under me. It's done the opposite. Now I just feel awful about myself. That makes me want to sleep and eat. This is pitiful.
I'll be up early for a morning walk and track my food tomorrow. Perhaps forming those habits will lead to motivation and determination.