Sunday, July 07, 2013
Well I have completely lost my way. I have been eating horrible and binging on cheese and haven't worked out in 2 and a half weeks. Luckily my elliptical is back in commission. It's been raining every day for almost 2 weeks and we still have 5 days left of it to go. I am feeling very defeated. I feel like I have to start all over. I've gained weight back, but I am unsure of how much.
Why do I always do this?! Why can't I get past the 2 month/20 lbs hump? I know I can do, I've done it. I just have to figure out how to be consistent. Any advice? My life is still in chaos because I can't get a routine because of the people around me. I am really trying, but can't function well without one... I know this is a chance to learn how to cope with upheaval but it's hard. I am trying to see the positive. I mean I haven't gained all my weight back. I'm going to start doing dvds again and doing my elliptical until the rain ends and I can start jogging again. I am setting myself the goal of tracking everything, everyday this week. I can do this!!!