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I feel diametrically opposed to myself

Sunday, July 07, 2013

I must have two heads that each have their own opinions these days.

I feel like I have lost 25 pounds in a blink of an eye yet, the weight loss seems so painfully slow.

I feel so much thinner yet simultaneously quite fat.

I feel like I have wasted the last two years but concurrently feel that I have made seriously impressive strides and am in a new and improved mental state of well being and have finished a number of significant projects.

My house seems a mess, yet, most of it is very organized.

I don't socialize much yet have high quality friends that I interact with on a daily basis.

I feel like I lack so many professional skills, yet I am very well rounded and highly competent and do work to improve my skill set.

All of these views I hold at once. Maybe I'll feel better when the air conditioning is fixed as all I want to do now is sit still and not get any hotter. I hope it gets fixed tomorrow and I don't have to wait for parts. Right now my head hurts.
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CAPECODBABE 7/8/2013 8:42PM


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MEADSBAY 7/7/2013 9:51PM

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WINACHST 7/7/2013 9:18PM

    Interesting blog. I enjoyed reading it.

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CAROL_31649731 7/7/2013 6:17PM

    Interesting analogies . . . I enjoyed reading your blog today. Made me smile! Here's hoping you'll be cool soon--stay hydrated, my friend! emoticon

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AHAPPYLIFE 7/7/2013 5:18PM

    It sounds like you are describing a crossroad in your life. Is there a scale in your mind that you are stacking pro/con coins to their designated side?? If so, I hope the good & positive side wins out!!

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