Sunday, July 07, 2013
I must have two heads that each have their own opinions these days.
I feel like I have lost 25 pounds in a blink of an eye yet, the weight loss seems so painfully slow.
I feel so much thinner yet simultaneously quite fat.
I feel like I have wasted the last two years but concurrently feel that I have made seriously impressive strides and am in a new and improved mental state of well being and have finished a number of significant projects.
My house seems a mess, yet, most of it is very organized.
I don't socialize much yet have high quality friends that I interact with on a daily basis.
I feel like I lack so many professional skills, yet I am very well rounded and highly competent and do work to improve my skill set.
All of these views I hold at once. Maybe I'll feel better when the air conditioning is fixed as all I want to do now is sit still and not get any hotter. I hope it gets fixed tomorrow and I don't have to wait for parts. Right now my head hurts.