Hey, its going to be ok afterall :)
Saturday, July 06, 2013
Well, I know I may get judged for this, but our break only lasted 24 hours. We really, really like each other and feel that we're supposed to be together right now, continuing slowly as we've been. I can't explain it at all, it just feels so right for both of us. He's really, despite his issues, is one of the most emotionally intelligent men I have met in a long time. He's very open and honest with me and is really working hard on himself. I realize I am leaving myself wide open to criticism here but, its ok. In my heart, this feels right. And, he feels the same. We both took our dating profiles down, mutually, last night, and we are just going to concentrate on each other for now. And, we both said we realize we both have the option to bow out at anytime should it get to be too much.
I am happy and its definitely a symbiotic relationship. He knows where he stands, he gives, he talks openly and shares his feelings. He gives me butterflies lol. He also shared that while he was in California, he couldn't stop thinking about me and that is what told him he needed to work on this and wanted me in his life.
I haven't been tracking because sorting this out has taken a lot of my energy. Very worth it, but very consuming. Now that I know its a done deal and we're moving forward, I can back to focusing my energy on here.