Saturday, July 06, 2013
I've been pretty preoccupied lately, not paying much attention to my nutrition or working out. No I'm not quitting or making excuses. I do what I can do. As some of you know my dads health has been declining over the last 6 months. This last week we set him up with hospice. He has only a very short time left, hours, days. It will not be long. My heart is breaking. He has always been there for my brother sister and I. My sister and I still are doing all the care. He is not able to verbalize his needs yet he asks for us to help him. I wish I could do more for him. He is sleeping a lot, when he is awake he is restless. He refuses his meds a lot of the time. Sometimes he will take them. I am going to ask the hospice nurse for topical pain and anxiety meds. Hopefully they will help.
I hope my spark friends will keep my family in your prayers. Hugs Pat