Saturday, July 06, 2013
Okay I need to vent ! I am new to blogging this is my first ever ! I don't really like as my mom would say to "Air my dirty laundry to the public."But this is Spark People and part of the thought behind Spark is to ask for advice when you run in to a problem and who better to know then some of you guys , If you ever saw the old old movie Diary of a mad housewife , then that's how my month has been going .Except I hope I am not mad and I am not a housewife ! First a small taste of some very weird things that have happened to me this week .
At work : Everyone decided to work extra long and extra hard on the 3rd of July so we could all have the 4th off . Co worker 1 . I am exhausted , I just want to go out for a little while and have a beer , dont worry I will come back at 6 and help you guys get things together . NEVER CAME BACK ! Co Worker 2 just disappeared. My conversation with the boss went like this . "Where is everyone ! Am I the only one here ?" " Well it is after 8 , everyone was tired , " " But what happened to the agreement that we all work late and get the job done ?"Boss" I dont know I guess its up to you "
At the grocery store. Stopped after work to get some food after working late and being exhausted and my ex husband was there , Started screaming at me and calling me names because he said I was " Making faces at him " Could possibly be it was 900 degrees out and I was tired and of course relates to story above about me being the only one working late after everyone agreed. Back to the ex , so even with his horrible behavior I need my son's conformation , Did I make faces at your father ? "no" Did I even speak to your father , I am so tired and hot I don't remember ." " "No " " So what your telling me is , Your father saw me in the car sitting here and then started screaming I was making faces at him ? " Son said " That about sums it up Ma."
My DBF said later " Your nagging me , You keep telling me I dont say I love you enough its really annoying and I am getting tired of it ." Me shocked " I dont remember saying that to you ! " DBF " No you didnt say it , but I know your thinking it." Now at that point I wasnt thinking that but about how far my foot could fit up a certain place !
Believe me there are about 5 more weird stories I could tell but wont bore you ! To make a long story short , This is effecting my sleep and eating habits , that makes me even more depressed because now I fear I will gain back all the weight I lost . Any advice you guys ?