Saturday, July 06, 2013
UGH!!! So sick of being the girl that sits at home on a Friday or Saturday night. I'm waiting for God to bless me with a mate but it's truly taking a long time. Every time I meet someone the guy always turn out to be a jerk. I guess I have a " please jerks come talk to me" sign planted on my forehead.
One of the main reason i'm trying to lose weight is because I want to look good for myself so that I can feel confident about myself. I just hope to look somewhat slimmer before I start school. I just want to be able to go on at least one date and actually like the guy or something comes of it besides heartbreak or the guy turns out to be gay. Sometimes I feel God has forgotten about me. =/
Anyway, I did make a video I will post it tomorrow as It's not loading. Tomorrow will be great. I trust in God's decision and I just have to wait. Maybe during this weight I will lose weight.