Friday, July 05, 2013

Peer Pressure, My bf got upset at me and yelled at me and pushed me to going to school . He wanted me to get a better job and told me to get my CNA certs again .

Torn ...Stressed. . .

He's not helping me pay for school and yet here I am making my self stressed out to get the money .
The 8 week program is $1200 and because its vocational there is not funding for it .

I dont know how I am suppose to be able to pay my rent, bills, food ,gas and save for other things and on top of it all get money for school . If this idea was planned out more I would be okay but oct is not far from now and I am getting scared !

work up late today and skipped breakfast and then ate food from costco which was a sandwich and a salad .. could have been worst but argh i feel all thrown off .

Wish today went better but its not going well .. hope the rest of the work day goes well .
Tomorrow is saturday I work from 745-315 and then I am suppose to see my bf and I dnt know if I want to bc I am stressed and hes the cause of it and I feel angry and then I feel sick so maybe its best if i just stay away but he said if we feel upset we shouldnt see each other so we dont say things dont mean .

I feel angry ..

Going to get my work out in after work do some cardio ..

Today was pay day and I paid bills maybe thats why I feel annoyed too ...

Anyways happy friday to all , sorry to be such a downer . its just one of those days
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